Memoir in War

The Past Is Myself 

by Christabel Bielenberg

This captivating memoir was written by Christabel Bielenberg, an Englishwoman who married a German lawyer and lived in Germany during World War II. The book offers a unique perspective on life in the Third Reich from the viewpoint of a civilian just trying to survive, not a Nazi or a victim of a concentration camp. It is often praised for its depiction of the "other Germany" and how ordinary citizens, such as Bielenberg and her family, coped with an increasingly difficult and paranoid world.

The memoir is noteworthy because it provides a close-up look at German society during the war, highlighting the struggles endured by both regular citizens and anti-Nazis who opposed the government. Bielenberg shows that not all Germans supported Hitler by describing the subtle and not-so-subtle ways people resisted.

The book is a first-person survival story that focuses on daily life under the Nazi government and during the Allied bombings. It portrays the brief moments of humanity and hope that allowed people to endure the horrors of war. This entails learning to laugh, building relationships with neighbors, and valuing the little pleasures that were "blown out of all proportion" during a time of scarcity.

Nature by a Poet

The Immense Journey 

by Loren Eiseley

“While wandering a deserted beach at dawn, stagnant in my work, I saw a man in the distance bending and throwing as he walked the endless stretch toward me. As he came near, I could see that he was throwing starfish, abandoned on the sand by the tide, back into the sea. When he was close enough I asked him why he was working so hard at this strange task. He said that the sun would dry the starfish and they would die. I said to him that I thought he was foolish. There were thousands of starfish on miles and miles of beach. One man alone could never make a difference. He smiled as he picked up the next starfish. Hurling it far into the sea he said, "It makes a difference for this one." I abandoned my writing and spent the morning throwing starfish.” ― Loren Eiseley




Simply the most beautiful science writing I have ever read. An “imaginative naturalist,” according to the cover of his book, The Immense Journey. An anthropologist, a scholar, a poet, a genius. Eiseley wears all of these hats. He observes the story of life unfolding throughout history, recounting some of it to us in his own story. “Forward and backward I have gone, and for me it has been an immense journey” (p 13). By the time we read these words, we have come to realize that Eiseley is not just talking about his own life’s journey. Eiseley’s narrator is a metaphor for the journey of all humankind through the vast dimension of time and space—a journey filled with perplexity, delight, and impermanence. Eiseley might refute that if he were alive today. He claims he does not pretend to speak for anyone but himself.


“I have given the record of what one man thought as he pursued research and pressed his hands against the confining walls of scientific method in his time. But men see differently. I can at best report only from my own wilderness” (p 13).


This book is science and philosophy presented in lucid, beautiful prose - a reader's delight.

Optimistic Idealism

The Joke 

by Milan Kundera

“and when nobody wakes you up in the morning, and when nobody waits for you at night, and when you can do whatever you want. what do you call it, freedom or loneliness?”  -  Milan Kundera

Ludvik Jahn, a youthful and idealistic student in Communist Czechoslovakia in the 1950s, is the protagonist of the book. "Optimism is the opium of the people!" he writes on a politically provocative postcard to his girlfriend in a moment of youthful exuberance and sarcasm. A healthy environment is a stench of folly! "Long live Trotsky!" Ludvik's life is forever altered when his girlfriend, Marketa, takes it to a party tribunal. He is sent to work in a military labor brigade in the mines after being expelled from both the university and the Communist Party.

Years later, a resentful and jaded Ludvik makes his way back to his hometown. He plans to seduce Helena, Pavel Zemanek's wife, in order to exact revenge on Zemanek, the man who oversaw his expulsion. Ludvik, Helena, his old friend Jaroslav, and a Christian acquaintance named Kostka all provide a different perspective on the past and present, and their perspectives alternate throughout the book.

 While the book is often analyzed for its political critique, Kundera himself insisted that it should be read as a personal story, a "love story" about the human experience. It has a complex narrative structure, philosophical depth, and an incisive portrayal of life under a suffocating regime. Some have found the male characters' views of women to be misogynistic, arguing that they lack depth and are defined by their relationships with men. However, I view this as a deliberate choice by the author to reveal the flaws and limited perspectives of his characters.

Overall, The Joke is a dark, tragic, and often satirical novel that solidified Milan Kundera's place as a major literary voice. It remains a timeless and essential read for its powerful exploration of fate, memory, and the enduring human search for meaning in a world that is, in many ways, a joke itself.

Looking and Facing Love

What Belongs to You 

by Garth Greenwell

“Love isn’t just a matter of looking at someone, I think now, but also of looking with them, of facing what they face.”  ― Garth Greenwell, What Belongs to You

This short, three-part book tells the story of an unnamed American teacher who lives in Sofia, Bulgaria. The narrator's intricate and transactional relationship with Mitko, a young male hustler, is the main topic of the first and third sections. Their interactions are motivated by a complex power dynamic, loneliness, and desire.

The narrator considers his traumatic upbringing in the American South, his tense relationship with his father, and the causes of his internalized shame and trauma in the middle section, which is a lengthy, continuous paragraph that serves as a potent confessional interlude. The narrator's current fears and obsessions are crucially contextualized in this section. The book has a focused, intense feel because of its brief length and divided structure.

Greenwell's masterful prose is both lyrical and intellectual. His sentences are often long and intricate, but they are not merely ornamental. They are dense with meaning, emotion, and philosophical reflection, creating a sense of a mind in motion. The book demonstrates bravery and honesty, particularly in its depiction of sex and the less-than-ideal aspects of human connection. Greenwell doesn't shy away from depicting the messy, conflicted, and sometimes painful realities of desire.

The consciousness on exhibit pierces your heart; it is a novel of eroticism and desire. Seldom have I come across such a powerful, lean story.

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Overcoming Life's Challenges

Thus Spoke Zarathustra 

by Friedrich Nietzsche

“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra

How do you overcome life's challenges? Maybe by reading Friedrich Nietzsche or Schopenhauer, or even better, both. Thus, Nietzsche is a poet and philosopher who spoke Zarathustra. The chapter "Thousand and One Goals" presents Zarathustra, the book's protagonist and title character, as "the creator" (p. 58). His travels, speeches, and particularly his reflective monologues provide us with discourse on the nature of spirit, language, judgment, consciousness, and knowledge (gnosis). Some of Nietzsche's most important concepts are elaborated in this work, including "eternal recurrence" and the "death of god." Since Nietzsche disagrees with the conventional wisdom that morality originates from God above, the latter signifies a change in the foundation of morality. Nietzsche was a precursor, if not one of the founders, of existentialist philosophy because he substituted a morality grounded in the individual's existence for this viewpoint.

This work's literary quality is marked by its mythic poetical style, which also gives it a spiritual reading. Aphoristic elements are also present in Nietzsche's writing. It is a challenging book to read, but for those who want a more literary approach to philosophy, the issues it poses make the effort worthwhile.

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Picturing the Cosmos

What Galileo Saw: Imagining the Scientific Revolution 

by Lawrence Lipking

The concept that artistic imagination and inventiveness influenced the Scientific Revolution of the 17th century just as much as logical reasoning is examined in What Galileo Saw: Imagining the Scientific Revolution. The conventional understanding of the time as a purely logical and forward-thinking advance toward modern science is called into question by the book. According to Lipking, scientists had to rethink the universe and their role in it as a result of the new discoveries of the time, such as Hooke's microscope and Galileo's telescope.

Lipking's central thesis is that the Scientific Revolution bridged the divide between science and art. He shows how figures like Galileo had to "picture a cosmos" that could account for what they saw, blending observation with creative visualization. This perspective brings together scientific pioneers with contemporary literary figures like John Milton and John Donne to show how these new scientific ideas were not just discovered but also conceived and articulated within a broader cultural and imaginative context.

The book delves into how key figures of the revolution, such as Galileo, Kepler, and Newton, used imagination to make sense of their findings. For example, Kepler used geometry to "open a window into the mind of God," and Descartes imagined a "Book of Nature" to explain how the universe was constructed. Lipking demonstrates that the Scientific Revolution wasn't just about collecting data but also about inventing new ways of seeing and storytelling to make sense of that data.

According to Lipking, the Scientific Revolution itself has been "re-imagined" over time, with new generations narrating the advancements in science. He emphasizes that the road to modern science wasn't a straight line because many of the renowned scientists of the time continued to hold views that are now regarded as superstitions (such as Newton's interest in alchemy). The book's essays, which can be read independently, emphasize how different individuals and communities perceived and reacted to these new discoveries.

Facets of Grief

Lives Other Than My Own: A Memoir 

by Emmanuel Carrère

“A visit always brings pleasure-- if not when it begins, then when it ends.” 
― Emmanuel Carrère, Lives Other than My Own: A Memoir

Lives Other Than My Own is a deeply moving and unconventional book that blurs the lines between memoir, reportage, and philosophical inquiry. It's a challenging yet rewarding read that confronts the raw realities of grief and loss through personal experiences and observations. Carrère's book is an unflinching look at how catastrophe and personal tragedy impact individuals and families. The narrative is primarily divided into two seemingly distinct sections that, together, explore the breadth of human suffering and resilience.

A central theme is the exploration of different facets of grief—the sudden, overwhelming shock of accidental death versus the prolonged, agonizing process of losing someone to illness. Carrère's prose is often praised for its honesty and sensitivity, allowing readers to connect deeply with the emotions of those he portrays.

Evil Onset

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The Darkest Dawn: 

Lincoln, Booth, and the Great American Tragedy

 

by Thomas Goodrich

 

The assassination of President Abraham Lincoln is chronicled in Thomas Goodrich's book The Darkest Dawn: Lincoln, Booth, and the Great American Tragedy. The book's intricate and captivating story is praised by many; it stands out for fusing the "care of the historian and the flair of the fiction writer.

From the moments inside Ford's Theatre to the ensuing manhunt and national mourning, the book's narrative immediacy allows the reader to be immersed in the events leading up to the assassination. An account as detailed and up-to-date as today's news is given by the writing. It discusses the tragedy, the hunt for the culprits, and the response of the country.
I respect its historical significance, and this is a remarkable book among the Civil War novels I have read.

One of the most tragic incidents in American history, its effects on the country, and the eventual prosecution of the conspirators are all covered in the book. It is important to note that Thomas Goodrich is a writer who has authored other books about the Civil War and related subjects. I found this book to be one I would recommend due to its detailed and vivid account of the Lincoln assassination.